China Pig

Ha ha hey hey. I did something i have been longing to do, and that is get drunk and go see a great rock band. those who know me well will say "well, haven't you done that enough yet?" and to those people I say

NO!!!!

Never, never never willl i have had "enough" of that.

i have missed my wife/sister/pal lately, and i made this date with her long ago, when i heard our old pal mark green was going to be playing at bearly's this weeeknnd.

Yes.

I am now listening to the stones, i have had a few gin & frescas, and a few rum and cokes, and a few spins around the floor.

i feel great. i felt great all day today.

is it because i own my mind again? it is hard not to think that.

aside from sleeping, i spent the waking parts of my day today going through old photos & letters. it was a blast. a trip. a happeninggggggg. (man, i am quite inebriated).

anyway, i am just here to tell you that things are good, really good. And mark green at bearly's is really good. did you know he lives in montreal now? he has lived there for 6 months, which explains why he doesn't play as much as he used to. he moved to montreal to be closer to his kids. that is so cool. he loooks great. the show was great. we only caught the second set, becuase, as usual, we got caught here drinking and talking and all the rest of it.

Alcholhol and rock and roll -- they might be a crutch. they might be "bad". But here it is:
i love'em. i am not going to stop loving 'em. I love 'em. I love watching those sounds be created, i love shakin' my hips, i love hangin' out in my hood, i love the rockers.

i love it all. i am in love with the things that have seen me through so far,and the things that keep me going. rock, booze, drugs, pals, lovers, all of it.

i am really quite intoxicated and not expressing myself in any linear manner. usually when i post in an altered state of mind, i correct typos and organize thoughts. today i say FUCK IT!

i'm loving life the past couple of days and i want to ride the wave. mark green and my sidekick extrodinaire have helped to fuel the fire. Thanks dudes.

in the calm and rational states of mind where i discredit things like rock songs, and moments, and people, may i always remember how profoundly those things affect me.

love baby, love.